March 29 2017 Week 13 Wednesday

Posted 2020-09-21 waitingdeng

It‘s during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light.

在最黑暗的时刻，最该努力看到光。

I always thought the past tens of years were the darkest moments in my life, and maybe the future remains in endless dark if I can‘t make some thorough changes in myself, that is, characteristics and habits.

Did I strive for the light to bring an end to the darkness?

Had I tried to make some changes and get rid of the quagmire?

Yes, I did. Yes, I had.

But eventually I failed, despite I had a perfect start, because I always gave up trying once I was confronted by some unexpected frustrations.

But that is not the only reason I failed. 

Maybe the world is not fair at all. It is not the right time and it is not the right location for me.

Most often, it is better to be at the right place, at the right time with the right company, product, leadership and system than it is to be smart and

diligence.

So, when is my right time and where is my right location?

My time is running out, because as we age, our mental and physical performance will become weaker and weaker.

 

Art is the lie that enables us to realize the truth.

艺术是能让我们认清现实的谎言。

I have no idea about art, I can‘t differentiate from beauty and ugliness.

So, maybe the truth is meaningless for me.

Not only the truth, sometimes I think what I have done and what I am doing now are meaningless as well.

To the world, I am one person; maybe to some one in the world I am the whole world.

Don‘t waste time on those who are not willing to waste time on you.

Boring and tiresome.