选择成就不一样的周末

Posted 2020-08-23 剑龙

周四决定周五回家。昨天上午修改论文，吃过午饭，下午准备回家的事宜，下载了很多评书和视频，但是路上只是听评书。

高中时候，曾很多次憧憬，坐上从西安回铜川的车，既漫长，又有情调。现在现实是，路上只剩下睡觉。回家与离家都已经变得很习惯，没有太多不舍或者其它的感觉。自己坐车需要4个多小时才能从学校回到家里，到家里的时候已经晚上六点半左右。

这次回家虽然只有一天，但和以往不同的是，这次回家时很充实，做了我想做的事情。以前很多次，回家前都想好了要做很多事情，可走的时候才发现都没做。昨天晚上见到我十几岁的侄子与几个小伙伴在玩牌喝酒，现在小孩子的豪爽让我自愧不如。还有一个，就是胆识，我是属于比较保守的。我发现牌场上最有胆识的人，有谋虑的人，才是最后的赢家。他们三个人，一圈牌下来，就已经喝了二瓶白酒。刚开始表现出过人胆识的人，到最后，很自然的掌握了排场上的主导权。其它玩家，只有在掌握绝对好牌的时候才会去挑战掌握主动权的人。他已经被默认为强者，所以，人不自觉的都会去捡软柿子捏。而，我就属于后一种。

回家与家人聊天。现在已经不像小时候了，爸爸是权威。还记得做爸妈之前提醒的事情。走的时候还带了家里的苹果，给琼邮寄。

明天就要跑迷你马拉松，一想到这件事情，自己竟然会心跳加快。我在想，如果没有这件事情，那么这个周末对于我而言，应该就会很平静的度过。生活确实会因为一些小的选择而不一样。比如，一次讲座，一次竞赛。区别仅仅在于是选择平静的度过，还是选择去做。

Thursday decided to go home on Friday. Yesterday morning revising papers, lunch, afternoon to prepare home matters, download a lot of storytelling and videos, but on the road just listening to storytelling.

High school, had many times vision, sitting on the car back to Tongchuan from Xi‘an, both long and emotional. Now the reality is, only sleep on the road. Home and home have become very accustomed, not too many homes or other feelings. Their car takes more than 4 hours to return home from school, when the home has been around half past six pm.

Although this home only one day, different from the past, this time to go home very full, do what I want to do. Many times before, before going home want to do a lot of things, can go when they found did not do. Last night I saw my teenage nephew with several buddy playing cards drinking, now the children of the bold make me feel inferior. There is one, is the courage, I belong to the more conservative. I found the most brave people have the cards on the field, thinking of the people, is the last winner. They three people, a circle of cards down, they have to drink two bottles of liquor. The beginning showed great courage, in the end, it is natural to grasp the initiative for the. Other players, only when mastering absolute good brand will challenge to seize the initiative. He has been the default for the strong, so people do not consciously pick up the soft persimmon pinch. And I belong to the latter.

Go home to chat with family. Now is not like a child, dad is authority. Remember doing things parents remind before. Walk with the apple home, to Joan mail.

Tomorrow will run Mini marathon, the thought of this thing, My heart will speed up. I was thinking, if there is no such thing, then this weekend for me, it should be very quiet. Life is really different because of some small choices. For example, a lecture, a competition. The difference lies in whether to choose to spend calmly or choose to do.